I feel empty right now... really dark and alone, and worthless... And I don't see any reason to feel any different. It's not a reflection on the quality of my friends. My friends are amazing. It's not a relfection on the character of my boyfriend. I love Avigen so much. but right now, sitting in front of my computer at 1 in the morning, I feel horribly horrible alone.

I'm such a whiney and pathetic person. I don't like it when I get like this. I want to curl up in a ball and die...