Avigen was my first kiss. Did any of you ever know that? I don't think I've put that story in here. My friend Punky had gotten her wisdom teeth out, and Avigen and I went to visit her at her house. Tylo went too. For some reason he and I were outside at one point, talking and goofing, and we started wresteling around, and I was winning. at one point he stoped and said "you know, I will kiss, lick, or bite you to win" I said that I didn't think he would, so he gave me a peck on the lips, and that's all. we continued wrestling until we just stoped at one point and were staring at eachother for a very long time. Then Tylo stuck her head out of the door and asked if we were naked....

Two weeks later, I had a part at my house, and well, like most things seam to turn into with my friends, all the couples were making out while a movie was on. Avigen and I were wresteling again, and our faces kept on getting closer and closer, and he looked at me and asked if the rules still applied. I was confused and he aid "The kiss lick or bite rules from the other day" I said yes, and we kissed. I was thinking about that the other day.

I miss that stuff with Avigen, we don't wrestle anymore. That was always fun.

I've felt so absolutly lonely the past couple of days. like I really hate to be alone with myself right now, does that make sense? like I don't know why.

Joyia had a party yesterday, she had asked me last week if I wanted to go. I said no at the time, but now I kind of wish I had... I didn't do too much this past weekend. although if I had gone I wouldn't have gotten the much needed hair cut from piskie. She took a good bit off, but not too much, just enough to get rid of the dead ends, and make it look much healthier...

I can't wait for this weekend. I do wish that Avigen could've gotten the weekend off, but I know Joyia and I will have a good time.

Is it August yet?

::sigh::