So I feel better, if less sane. I wanted to talk to Avigen about everything I wrote yesterday, I really really did, but it's hard to do that when you've got him there. Really there, and he wants to be there, and it's really obvious that he does love you, and you feel so comfortable. It makes you realize that maybe he's saying what he means. Maybe he really was just tired, maybe it's not that he's trying to avoid spending time with you, maybe he's really stressed about a lot of things, and maybe you've over reacted like an idiot.

So yeah.

I"m dumb...